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Valentines Day

As usual my day started with a coffee. Around 6 in the evening while I was sleeping my mom’s best friend called me up and asked me to go out for a coffee with her. So I was there sitting in terrace of Central hotel restaurant with her.

We were talking about people in our life. Well its valentines day isn’t it hehehe. So she was talking about her kids and stuff I was talking about how ugly my life is. We were there for like an hour or something. And all I saw was girls and guys hand to hand walking around and talking, laughing and stuff like that. People were really making day very special. But I don’t know why I don’t see any special thing about it. Maybe I won’t understand what it is. Because I’m too boring. Anyway after the coffee I came home got online. So one of the windows just popped out saying happy Valentines Day. I said same to you. But the question is do they know what it actually is? And do they really mean it when they say it? It has become a stupid custom. It’s like hey how are you? Something like that.

What do actually people do in these days? I mean days like valentines day. All they do is go to some fancy restaurant and eat something go back home make love. Is that all? Isn’t there anything interesting in life? What most of the girls need is some chocolate box designed like a heart and a red rose? How boring. They can do it occasionally I mean can do something like that once a month. Just a nice meal and bang. That’s all we do. I wonder what a relationship really is. is it always about sex? I was trying to find someone who actually understands me. But I think I wasted my life for that. Maybe I also need to find a sex partner. That is actually what's happening right. All they need is sex nothing else. Good sex and money. Wow so great.

posted by Schmutzz @ 10:28 PM