Monday, January 29, 2007

something about me

I started to smoke at the age of 15. I wanted to die sooner but it’s now going to be 11 years after that. But still I am alive. I get up everyday thinking when I will die. When will I leave this silly stupid world? When will I actually understand people whom I want to understand. I guess time will tell everything. But why do we have to live so long. All I wish for is death. But never got that wish full filled. Some might ask why you don’t just hang your self or something. But I don’t want to do that.

I drink lots of coffee everyday and smoke cigarettes’ a lot. I heard that if we smoke and drink coffee we will get lung cancer pretty soon and die. But I am still alive. Daim why don’t losers like me just die. I am not worthy of living. No one knows who I am. And no one will miss me. No one will give a shit about me. Fuck.

posted by Schmutzz @ 2:18 PM

7 Comments:

At 29/1/07 14:21, Blogger ExMi said...

dont assume no one cares or no one will miss you....

 
At 29/1/07 15:50, Blogger ThalaGolaa said...

another bad day.. i assume
(being nosy)

 
At 29/1/07 16:34, Blogger Subtle Hues said...

u seem to be going thru a bad phase of life dude. just be patient and live. maybe something much better is in store. see, u never know. or u could start yoga :)

 
At 29/1/07 19:21, Anonymous Anonymous said...

dude...u find this life long? I've got lots to do and i always find life and time short !!!

 
At 30/1/07 15:50, Anonymous Anonymous said...

i guess uve done too many things that u regret...try being a bit religious...god will help u

 
At 31/1/07 23:24, Anonymous Anonymous said...

F******Z*****uuuuuuuuuuu... kon moya eh hey thi govanee... ??

 
At 8/2/07 21:39, Blogger N said...

yep. agree with the first comment. dont just assume that no one would miss u. maybe ure just not seeing/noticing the ppl who care and love you and wud miss u v much.

 

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