Emotion Sickness
Y do we become sad? Y do we play with our emotions all the time? Y do we try things that we cannot get when we already know that we will get hurt? Something I never will understand. All that people ever cared was about money and hot girls. As I was in the beach alone watching the waves break, I thought about all those sorts of things. Sound of waves break plays with my emotions. Makes me sad and also at the same time it brings some feelings that can’t be described. It is weird. You should try it sometime.
Every human being in this planet is so different from each other. These things really amaze me. How things work in this world. How the sky is so up high without anything to support it. Incredible how god created all this. As we all know there is something called gravity but how birds fly so freely in air.
Y do we play with our darkest fear? We never know. Do we really enjoy playing with our emotions? Some people are happy, others die trying to be happy. Laughter is the best medicine so I heard but never helped me. If I laugh too much I get pissed off. Maybe I am really addicted to sorrow. I regret what I have done in my life. As for the result of that today I punish my self. Lives in pain and hurting my self each and everyday.
Even though I try to sleep I can’t seem to sleep. I wait till my eyes open wide and see the real truth of life. Certain things un explainable had happened. As I fade in to night feeling alone. Till I drown in my own tears. How horrible this life of ours is. I can’t seem to ignore it all. Wondering how people actually survive in this cruel world.
As I sink in to these deep thoughts, I found out something what we call hope. Hope is something that drives us crazy. Now the question is should we really hope that better things are going to happen in our life? Isn’t that the word that actually drives us crazy? Y are we depending on hope when we already know that there is nothing going to happen by trusting hope. Some might say that’s the only thing that gets them going. I don’t believe that. I don’t believe that there is anything called hope. If there was something like that wouldn’t the world be a better place now? Y did all this intelligent people bring a word call hope. I think it’s the most stupid word ever.
Now I’m gonna go and rest my eyes and my soul “HOPING” that my nightmares will curse me till I die.
3 Comments:
I ALSO WISH THAT YOU ARE CURSED TILL YOU DIE. YOU DON'T NEED HAPPINESS. COS YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT. JUST A PIECE OF SHIT, WHO RUINS OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES DOESN'T NEED HAPPINESS.
MAY YOU DIE SOON !
thank you for cursing me. i love u a lot
u need a girl man.i swear itll make things better
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